When Bec Smyth decided to link up with the Brumbies for the 2020 Super W season she didn't know what to expect.
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She may have been a regular in the national side in the past and played in three consecutive World Cups but after being out of the game at the top level for so long, she wasn't sure how much the standard and her own game had changed.
But over the course of the shortened season she proved she could still match it with the best.
Smyth was a standout for the Brumbies, helping them start the season with back-to-back wins and remain in the top three before the coronavirus pandemic cut the season short.
Despite the season ending before finals, the back-rower's performances were good enough to catch the attention of national coach Dwayne Nestor.
The Wallaroos' seven Tests scheduled to be played in 2020 may be in doubt due to the ongoing suspension of all sport, but Smyth is still delighted to be back around the national side for the first time in six years.
"I used to really worry a lot and psyche myself out of games but this time I went in a bit older and my priorities are different," she said of this season, having raised three kids since her previous stint in the game.
"I went in thinking whatever happened, happened and I think that's why I played so well.
"I didn't know how I'd go. I played a bit of league with the Goannas last year but the structure has changed so it was all foreign to me.
"But I was really happy and happy my kids are old enough to see."
Smyth scored in wins over RugbyWA and the Melbourne Rebels before a broken nose and a brutal bout of delayed concussion saw her miss the 41-8 loss to the champion Waratahs side.
She returned in a 24-12 loss to the Queensland Reds, who the Brumbies were scheduled to meet in the finals before the season was abandoned.
"I loved it," she said.
"Being one of the older ladies in the competition I think I had a bit more appreciation of where the game has come from and where it is now.
"I remember when we had to pay for everything and we struggled for a kit and players would be rung last minute because it was just something you did on the side.
"But now it's televised and there's crowds and the coaching and management staff is great. I think it should have happened a long time ago but I love that it's happened and I've got two girls so I'm excited they'll have this chance if they want it."
Being able to use her experience to help younger players was also something Smyth was proud of.